The Only Person Getting In Your Road is YOU!

I'm not going to kid you.  It has been a ROUGH couple of weeks, and I truly have chosen it for myself. 

As an awakened soul on this planet, I now try to be as gracious with these moments as possible, because there is no going around it.  One must go through it, to see what blessings lie within.

In the end, the only choices we have to make our own.  And, we must be diligent in reminding ourselves, and allowing others to remind us, that the only one responsible for our life path is the one staring back at you in the mirror.  (Insert parents, please do your children a favor and start creating this awareness from a young age so we can stop this God-forsaken blame game once and for all).

You see, I have been on a mission since the moment I first laid eyes on "Long Island Medium".  It is that of bringing this work to a larger scale in order to further my mission on this planet.  I know what I was born to do and will spend my days on this planet, honoring that space.

Enter a letter, read early 2014, inviting me to connect regarding the possibility of bringing "Mountain Medium" to television.  As you can well imagine, my jaw nearly dropped to the floor, as this was the 3rd time in a matter of months that someone had come looking for me, (the other 2 invites were out of the States, and were NOT a fit in any way shape or form).  And, for those that know me, I have always been a starstruck kind of soul, so I took the opportunity and wrote back, in hopes of an opportunity still being there. 

Sure enough, it was, and the Character Profile (meet Donna Hartt, the "Mountain Medium") was shot in the Summer of 2014.  From there it was going to be taken to a team known for one (and now two) great shows already on Canadian Television.  I was elated!  As time went by, it had been quite some time since I had heard from the Producer, and so I made an inquiry.  Nothing had been done due to personal matters, which I totally respected and understood.  Of all people, I truly get it, nothing worse than when life's unforeseen occurrences throw you a curveball.  So, with a looming date of October/November for filming, I waited. 

Filming in October/November got set to "on track for filming March/April", which then got turned into "funding set for March/April", and........................nothing.  I began to feel "not right" when January entered and I still hadn't heard.  This prompted not one, but TWO e-mails regarding where we were at for the project, as I had, and still have, people lined up that are brave enough (thank you) to film with me, and if funding was set for March/April, shouldn't something be happening?

Enter a response (finally) stating that the Producer was "inspired" to act upon the footage and that they would cc me copies of all the correspondence taking place between they and the team. When I received said "cc", I felt like I was punched in the stomach.  Not only did the letter indicate that there had been no previous correspondence, it clearly pointed to the fact that this was the first time the team was being reached out to!  It was glaringly obvious that the team had never even heard of me and that absolutely NO funding was set in place.

Enter devastation and the visualization of a dream dying in a most explosive way.  Because not only had this person lied to me, but the person that it was to have been sent off to was retiring from their position four days after receiving the film package (which I phoned and e-mailed to confirm that this was actually done, because clearly the originator of this project was NOT, nor ever to be, trusted again).

KABOOOOOMMM!!!!!!

And, as a sensitive person on this planet in more ways than one, this one truly rattled my cage.  I was done, in a flash, and into victim mentality.  "How could I have not seen this coming?  Why would someone do that to me?  How dare you?!!" yada, yada, yada.

It is in these moments that I am truly grateful that I allow these feelings to run their course, feel them, if and when necessary, and allow them to be what I know they are.  Blessings.  For I truly believe that our greatest accomplishments arrive in the "dark times".  I mean, it's easy to be happy and grateful when you are happy, but it takes a true hero to grateful for the tough stuff.

These tough times are designed to forge us, they are also here to show us what it is to truly be human.  They also show us our shit.  And here is what I have learned, and continue to learn (have learned and received a necessary refresher), while I nurse the emotions of this particular shi(f)tstorm:

1)  Never rely on anyone else to get the job done.  You are responsible for that.

2)  The only person getting in your road is you.  If you really want something, nothing and NOBODY will get in your road.  You are responsible for that.

3)  Psychics don't know everything, especially when it comes to their own life.  I have been so hard on myself for this one.  I "knew" something was up.  I just blamed it on personal matters going on, and was being my patient self up until that  moment of realization.  You are responsible for trusting your feelings.  TRUST THEM!  If something doesn't feel right, 9 times out of 10 it ISN'T! 

4)  Forgiveness is everything.  Forgiveness isn't about the other person, it is always about the self.  What another person did is their own story.  Forgive them for their humanness, and forgive yourself for anything you "think" you might have done wrong.  It does not mean you have forgotten about the incident, it just isn't wreaking havoc in your psyche anymore.  See #3.  TRUST is an earned space once blown. Don't let mistrust get in your road of other opportunities waiting for you, forgive the soul for the stupidity of taking their story out on you, and forgive yourself for trusting in someone who should never be trusted again.

5)  Be gentle with yourself.  You are going to feel a range of emotions when one, or several at a time, of life's challenges enters into play. Don't deny your feelings, let them be the teacher for you.  Feelings are wounds begging to be addressed, honored, and healed.  Sadness and hatred eventually put us in a better place, because they are the outward emotion of a fear-based thought pattern.

6)  Let Fear be your greatest teacher.  Most of the time, reactions like the ones listed above are based on fear.  False Evidence Appearing Real.  Fear of loss, fear of rejection, fear of the future, you get it.  Enter my fear space.  I thought that this person was my avenue to television.  While in reality, Producers are just the funders for projects, NOT the persons responsible for the yay or nay on a project (Thanks Q for that one!).  I refuse to let fear be a space entertained for long.  So should you.  Like the saying goes, "The only thing to fear is fear itself".  Embrace fearlessness!


7)  Don't give your personal power away.  This one's a tough one.  We have learned to rely on one another (and I believe that is where a sense of community should come into play), but some of the ways we do this are not healthy.  Enter the Co-Dependent space Donna has been releasing for the past year and a half.  My nature has always been to help. I want people to feel better.  So, when people make me feel good about something in my world, I tend to put too many eggs in one basket.  Thus this particular lesson on relying on somebody else to get my job done.  WRONG ANSWER!

And this leads me to the most valuable lesson in my world at the moment, despite being familiar with it.  Guess I needed a refresher.  LOL.

8)  You are responsible for your life/your choices.  I knew something was up.  Something didn't feel right.  But, I had a fear space based in a thought pattern that this Producer I was working  with was the one that was going to help me fulfill a dream.

Wrong answer.  And while I have the right to be mad at someone that lied, the only person I truly have the right to be mad at (and I won't stay that way for too long), is myself.  Lessons learned.  My story will be told my way with the right team handed to me by the Universe.  WHEN the time is right an not a minute sooner.

I, am extremely grateful.

Repeat after me folks:

I am responsible for my present.

I am responsible for my future.

I am responsible for my own personal greatness.

I am loved at all times.

I am always taken care of.

I am enough.

I thank the Universe for all that has been brought before me......by MY choices.

Nuf said.

xo

To the Girls Running Around in Women's Clothing

So, a few days back I took a run at the boys, and it seems only fair to do the same to all these little girls running around in women's clothing.  And, I say that if you take offense (like I heard so many males did with my post, that it's okay, because I'm uncovering your shit if you get offended), then you had better take a good long look at what you're doing and consider a tweak (not a twerk) or two.

The only reason I feel safe in calling you on shit is because I call myself out all the time, and I am always open to being called out by others.  It is where true growth begins (and I wish people would have done it sooner rather than later in my life, but I am sure glad it's happened).  I have been "that girl" and I want to help prevent "those girls".

You see, I consider myself a later bloomer.  I finally started coming into my own around then and setting some really healthy boundaries in my life about what is, or is not, acceptable in my life.

So here's the deal,  grow up!

From about 20 forward we all start to settle into our new brains and this is an admonishment to pay attention sooner rather than later.  Trust me, you will be so grateful that you have done yourself that favor.

Unfortunately, life, and in particular for women, hands real curveballs in the form of mental and physical abuse (and yes this happens to males too, and far more often than, unfortunately, males want to admit and its part of what gets in the road for them these days too).  It messes with a head.  And it goes something like this.

If we are among the abused, whether it is physically or emotionally, it is what we get used to at a young age.  We learn that being treated like crap is the only way we feel we deserve.  Wrong answer!

As a little girl, I was one of the abused, and from the time I was 5 until 8, I never used my voice to tell someone what was going on.  I carried it with me until I was around 22, when I finally told my mom.  It fucked with my head.  Add to this a deemed, on my part, emotional abandonment when puberty kicked in, and enter daddy/men issues.  Add to this all those fluffy movies that urge us to look for our Prince Charming who will come in and save the day, and you have yourself one hell of an emotional mess.

But eventually, through time, and experience (some good, and some not so), I brought nyself to a place of womanhood where the only person I looked to save me is ME!!!!!

Listen up ladies, nobody is responsible for your happiness but you.  I get that when we enter into a relationship we have asked our Prince Charming to save the day for us, but it's not very fair if we put that on them now, is it?  NO!

The abused becomes sexualized or demoralized (verbally) and feels that sex, or being verbally abused, is the only way we can get someone to love us.  And, as we get older, we start to shift into that space where we recognize that sex doesn't bring us emotionally closer.  Getting closer emotionally brings us to sex.

We can't run around putting out and expecting a different result if we haven't set the standard first.  We all are a privilege not a right.  But because us ladies tend to run around in our "daddy issues", we wreak havoc on everyone else's life.

NOBODY IS GOING TO SAVE YOU BUT YOU!  Time to put on your cape and become your own superhero!

So, here's what it looks like if you want to have happy, healthy relationships, with men and women alike. (Insert this is a really, REALLY good article for young folks, and so is the previous one as far as I'm concerned).

1)  Stop dressing like your 16, and dress your age (and if you're 16, try dressing like a lady.  Sexy is a confidence space, not a slutty clothes space - insert there is nothing wrong with dressing sexy, but there's a difference between slutty and sexy).  Guys see tits and ass and that's how they are going to see you.  Show them your brains, your talents (outside the bedroom), and what values you hold dear in your life.

2)  Stop putting out after the first, second, or third date and beyond.  Hell, my husband didn't get there until we were three months in and he had been screened by friends and family (I had to learn to trust my judgment).  A space of intimacy is truly "into me see".  You can't tell what someone is like even after three months, but you sure can get a general idea.  And, if you are knowingly walking into a one night stand, don't you dare for one minute think that because you have put out the guy is going to change his mind.  This RARELY works, and you have just set yourself up for selling yourself short.

3) Start getting to know you.  What do you like?  What don't you like?  What do you value in yourself?  Another person?  A relationship?  What talents do you have?  What are your strengths?  What are your weaknesses?

4)  Don't think that getting yourself knocked up is going to keep a man.  Trust me, it rarely ever works and now you are left with a tie to someone that doesn't love you.  Sound like fun?  Whether you are 14 or 45, it DOESN'T work!  And stop saying, "I accidentally got pregnant".  All of the tools to prevent pregnancy are available to anyone!  You got yourself knocked up for your own selfish reasons without any forethought to the implications and longstanding impact.

5)  You have the right to say, "No", to anything or anyone that devalues you.

6)  Stop being so bloody nice!  If there are unacceptable behaviors going on in yourself, or others, speak up!  We don't have to be the mothers and wives of yore who put up with it because the man makes the money.  We are no longer cattle and should no longer allow others to treat us as such.  If you are out on a first or second date, and you are getting bad vibes....RUN!  Unless, of course, you want a life lesson, which can be valuable too, but be smart enough to know when someone leaves a sinking/sick feeling in your belly, that's the "bad vibe" and the Universe trying to tell you, "Don't do it unless you want to get hurt."

7)  Start taking responsibility for the choices YOU are making!!  And I have a PRIME example of this in an extended family member.  This young lady got herself knocked up early for the sake of trying to keep a man and has been running to mommy and daddy ever since, or boyfriend du jour, because she can't get her financial shit (or relationship shit for that matter too) together because it's "everybody else's" fault.  (I get it, we have all needed help, and we should be able to turn to family in times of need, but it should not be an EXPECTED space and we should want some drive to handle our own financial matters).  GROW UP!  We all make choices from the time we are little, and it's up to ourselves and our parents to create awareness that our choices land us exactly where we are at.  So stop lying to yourself, lying to others, and take a really, REALLY good look at what YOU are doing to create the situation you are in.

8) Stop selling yourself short!  We (notice WE, not they) are running around allowing society to tell us how we should look, feel or be.  We are all individual beings with our own individual flare.  Some of us are big, some of us are small, and some of us have started not to give a care at all!

This is my wish and hope for you....be yourself, express your needs, and say "No" to anything or anyone that diverts you from your course.

So get your big girl panties on and turn yourself into the Goddess you so rightly deserve to be and stop blaming others for your unhappiness!

Nuf Said!

Change is by Choice and NOT by Chance

Well didn't that summer fly by in all of its craziness!!  I, too, was not immune to the great big Universal push of, "You will sit in your 'work' and rid yourself of the past trauma and drama whether you like it or not".

And on the heels of that, I have decided to hand some "tough love" out to the males of this planet (and those females that are more masculine than feminine).  I have seen too many relationships fall by the wayside (and let me tell you mine came close so this is NOT a 'do as I say, not as I do' moment.  I was in it myself.

Please take in that this is not "man bashing".  Rather, see it as the fact that I love you all enough to show you the way to complete and utter happiness within the state of your relationship.

There are too many boys running around in men's clothing.  And, quite frankly, us ladies have had enough.  We are tired of being emotionally neglected and tired of seeing you walk around with the burden of any past woes that are long gone and over, resting firmly on your shoulders.

It is time to become the "thinking and feeling" man that today's woman requires.  It is time to own that you, too, are feeling beings who have the right to express themselves.  Because listen, it is NEVER about the person, it is ALWAYS about the behavior.

No relationship is ever perfect, (what??!!), but we all have the right to committed and nurturing relationships.  Yes, I  look at my own shit first before I point the finger at somebody else's so don't think I am getting high and mighty here.  Because therein lies the problem that we haven't given you guys the opportunity to embrace.

WE are feeling beings who are very emotionally aware and we are trying to bring out the best in you.  Who cares what your mother, father or neighbor did or didn't do.  Who cares who hurt you in high school, and who gives a flying fuck whether you want to do something or not.   We are BEGGING to be connected in the deepest way possible.  A heartfelt connection.  One that means that you take a good look at your behaviors, see what is or isn't working, how you may be getting in your own road, and what it takes to heal the emotional traumas and dramas of your past.

We have fatherless sons and daughters walking around creating more fatherless sons and daughters.  We have little girls begging for affection from their dads (and yes there are mom's out there like this too), but the majority of the grief being caused is by women who have "grown up" and their men who haven't.

So to you males walking around in your hurt and refusing to reach for the stars and grow, grow, grow, don't you deserve a better life?  We think you do and that's why us ladies are all getting so fed up.  For those that were never shown the way a man should "lead" his household, it looks something like this.

1) Your partner deserves a date.  At LEAST once a week.

2) We work just as much, and sometimes more, than you do.  We typically manage the kids, the house, and a full-time job.  So do yourself a favor, and start adding the little list of things that you will do to say, "I'm committed".  Pick up your socks and put them in the laundry basket, fold your own laundry, and go the extra mile.  If you see the washer cycle completed, do your partner a favor and slide it over to the dryer with a fabric sheet would you.  I'm basically telling you to beat us to the punch.  (Insert I don't care if you make more money than she does, if she is working the same amount of hours she is working just like you are.)  Some of us house illness also.  I, personally do, and while I don't expect anyone to coddle me through a rough day, consider that some of us may walk around in constant pain and could use a "leg up" once in awhile.

3) If you have kids, take time once a week and have some individual time with each of them.  All it takes is an hour or two, and you will notice a difference in your children.

4)  Always look in the mirror.  Could you have handled something a different way?  Could you have "done better"?  Is there something hurting you deep down and you have been afraid to let it out?  Drop the shackles of the caveman and move into your heart.  It's where you'll find us.

5)  Be devoted to investing time in yourself.

6)  Don't take things personally when we are "beating you up".  Use it as fuel for change.  We love you, we are just asking for more from you now.  It is about leveling the playing field.

7)  Get involved with the Universe.  The Other Side really exists.  It's up to you to test the waters.  

We are tired of being "mothers" in our relationships.  And I know that some of you fellows out there have been turned into "daddy's".  Trust me that's the fastest way to take the sizzle out of ANY relationship.

All of us deserve better from each other.  PERIOD.  We can't do it running around in the wounds of our past.  These times call for "better" from each and every one of us.

So, I say this, kudos to each and every male out there that is a "stand up" guy.  The one that does what he says he will do, the ones that sit for hours and let their daughters paint their nails or their sons build railroad tracks (or paint their nails too for all I care), and the ones who have owned their "manship".

For those that have made the choice to "dig deep" for a change, I applaud you.  I cannot THANK YOU enough!

(Insert thank you darling husband for the AMAZING leaps and bounds you have made in your own life. I LOVE YOU with all my heart and I am so glad I get to enjoy this ride with you!)

It's time for each and every one of us to "grow up" now.  The Universe is begging us.  And, if we do, nothing shy of miracles start to occur.....

The New Year's Evolution

Every year people take the time to look back over the year for the experiences it had to offer.  I sure did in my last blog.  Now, I want to take a step forward, into the New Year, and create evolution, not resolution.

Every day I make a conscientious choice to be "better" and to learn "more".  About myself and others.  The "mistakes" of the past are the lessons learned to help create my new environment.  We all have the ability to do it, but it is a choice.

This planet is yearning for something new.  Something different.  Something absolutely amazing!  And it all begins with the Self.

Love requires that we dig deep to shuffle and change and rearrange.  All I want is to be the best person possible and do what the good Lord has asked me to do.  My work.

Part of my work involves reaching out to souls that have experienced loss.  Part of the work involves reading the soul in front of me and helping them to realize or see their true potential and all that their life has to offer. 

It is about hope.

Hope that humankind will see "the light".

Hope that humankind will make it "better".

I truly believe we can. 

It is going to require digging deeper than we have ever known.  It is going to require cleaning out our own personal closet.  The joy of cleaning out our own personal closet, is that it leaves room for something new and exciting!

For those of us that have children (and it does not take blood to meet that requirement and they do not have to belong to "us" -nieces, nephews, friends.....just sayin'), we have a responsibility.  To leave them better than the generations before. 

I encourage you to honor that we live an a time where anything is possible.  We are the creators of our Universe.  No longer are we bound by the Monday to Friday, 9 to 5, work like a dog and get nowhere fast.  We actually live in a time where the possibility of doing something you absolutely LOVE is a reality.  The times demand it.  Corporations are crumbling, leaving room for creativity.  Like the saying goes, "Necessity is the mother of all invention". 

RE-INVENT YOURSELF!  I believe in you!

HAVE FAITH!  We are all in good hands and there is a Divine Plan for each and every one of us. 

Parents, discover the amazing children you were GIVEN as a gift from God.  Do not repeat the past you lived in.  Embrace the change, knowing that you are providing your children a better future.

Mothers and Fathers - You have a name that belongs to you, it is not just mom and dad.  YOU are an amazing person too!  You have dreams, wishes, and desires that yearn to be fulfilled.  Get out there and fulfill them!  Be the person you have always wanted to be!

You no longer have to listen to the voices of the past, but get the opportunity to embrace your voice of the future!

Our future has the opportunity to be re-written.  It all begins with each one of us.

So, out with the old, in with the new, and let the magic begin!

I truly have faith in all that you are. 

Ignite the fire within.  Dare to lose the box and run with your arms open wide into the New Year that gloriously awaits you.

Through LOVE all things are accomplished.

TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU:

Thank you.  Thank you for being part of my journey.  You have all contributed to making me a better person on this planet, for this planet.  I mean it.  EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

May 2013 be all the you dream it into being!

2013 and Beyond - A New Year's Wish

Another year has come and gone on this crazy planet called Life.  What have I learned?

1)  Life Isn't Always Easy.  What We Choose To Do With It Is:

From the minute we enter this world living begins.  I write to undo the sinkable words of our past. "Life is easy.  It's the living that's hard."  I choose to see it this way.  This life is the biggest school we could ever be in, and the longest school we will ever attend.  What are YOU going to learn from it?

This past year (heck the past five years) have been some of the most personally challenging times of my life.  However, I have made it through the other side with a new sense of wellbeing.  For I have come to the ultimate personal truth.  MY LIFE IS WHAT I CHOOSE TO MAKE OF IT.

Growing up, I can remember rearing my ugly head at the "unjustness" of the world around me.  Nothing was "fair" and I "never" got my way.  Everything was a challenge.  And I am totally okay with that.  I knew growing up my parents loved me.  I knew I was cared for, and that if every single belonging burned to the ground I would still have my family.  It was, and always will be, the most important thing I could ever have in my life.

Now, as an adult, I have had the opportunity to see just why my life was the way it was.  Because as things seemed to be "falling apart" around me.  They were actually falling into place.  The perfect place.  Right here right now.

You see, that's all we have.  Right here right now.  No other point in time exists.  And every day we have the choice to create the world around us.  Yes, life isn't always easy, but it can be happy.  We are asked to live our best lives possible.

And, if we use our Inner Guidance system to steer us, it is more easy than it is difficult.  Remember, YOU are the one responsible for what happens in your life.  Honor who you are and what you love to do, and you will amaze even yourself at all that can be accomplished. 

You can choose to be a victim of your circumstances ("why me?"  "Poor me", yada yada yada)or you can choose to volunteer for the life that has been presented to you. 

If you can learn to dance in the rain, you have learned the dance of life.  Your life is yours for the embracing!

2)  Faith is Everything

Faith isn't just about believing in a Higher Power, it is about believing in yourself.  When you can learn to tune out the chatter around you and listen to your own True Voice, that is a testament to Faith in oneself.  And, if you are having problems with that (as we all do), then that is when the Truest of Faith is to be utilized. 

We have a Parent (Parents??? I truly don't know everything about the Other Side) that is bigger than the parents we have on the physical plane.   The Cosmic Design Committee has our best interest at heart and has a plan for each and every one of us.  We are well taken care of here on Earth, even during difficult times.

People tend to reach out in times of need.  Have you ever considered reaching out just to be thankful?  Try it.  For, in that moment, life truly opens up to the amazingness it has to offer:

-  I wake up and say thank you.  For I am truly grateful that I did. 
-  I say thank  you for the challenges, for I get to see what I am made of.  I have discovered I am   
   Titanium.
-  I say thank you for watching over me and having my best interest at heart.
-  I say thank you for my family, for without them I wouldn't be here.

Faith provides me the comfort in knowing I am truly never alone.  For if "God Brings You To It.  He Will Bring You Through It."

I am grateful.

3)  Love is the Only Reality

We have seen heinous crimes against humanity rise each year, and everyone is asking "why?"

I believe, that deep down inside, we know.  It is because we have forgotten to love one another.

First of all.  Children are a privilege.  Not a right.  We do them no favors by spoiling them with things, when in fact the only "thing" they need is our love.  People that shouldn't have children do, and there are those out there that should and can't.  It is a cycle I wish to be broken.

Pregnancy doesn't "Just happen".  We make it happen.  It is a choice.  And, should the circumstances find you with child, your only charge is to LOVE that child.  And, if you are unable, give it to someone that will.  It is the best gift we could ever give that child. 

Love them enough to provide a loving home.

Sometimes all it takes is a loving gesture.  To anyone.  Anywhere:

- The person holding out the cup for spare change (I like buying them something to eat or getting a
  drink for them). 
-  The elderly couple struggling to open a door
-  The Schizophrenic who is struggling with their thoughts
-  The girl with the sad face
-  The boy with the greasy hair

Love them for they truly are our brothers and sisters.

4)  I Am Committed to a Better Planet

By changing myself I change the world.  We all have the power to do it.  And every day I will continue to reach out and encourage each and every one of you. 

You are ALL deserving of Love and Encouragement. 

You are ALL important to me.

May the time known as 2013 find you growing in Faith (in yourself and others), and drowing in love!  

Love is the cure we are all looking for.

The Clairs for Christmas

I have decided to do a series of "Christmas Spirit" blogs and today I want to start with an introduction to the Clairs.

There are many ways that Spirit use to connect with us humans.  And we all have the ability to experience Spirit, it just may not be the way that us Mediums do, but it is still VERY possible.

So, I am going to start with the easiest one and I am sure it is one most of us can relate to.  It is called Clairsentience.  Translated means "Clear Feelings" or "sense".

When I am having a session or even just a quiet talk with my care team, something really amazing happens.  The shivers.  It is the very essence of Spirit reaching out from the Other Side.  Hair on the back of your neck will stand up, you will get the shivers, it is like someone has run a cold breeze through you.  It is confirmation that Spirit is, indeed, around.

Think about when you reach out to have a conversation with your loved ones on the Other Side and you experience the chills or the hairs on your arms stand up.  You may even experience goosebumps.  That is the FEELING of loved ones around. 

Accept, Embrace, and Cherish it.  Honor that it is truly your loved ones around.

These kinds of conversations are not common conversations, and I am hoping that by sharing here, anyone can come to connect with their loved ones.  I have always maintained it does not take a Medium to experience Spirit, and that anyone can witness the power of our Loved Ones just by honoring that what they are experiencing is truly happening.

So take time today to sit quietly and honor those no longer among you in physical form.

Spirit exists, we are living proof of it.  We just have to learn the language of Spirit in non-form.


Accept - Our loved ones are with us even in Spirit Form

Embrace - Your loved ones can, and will, reach out from the Other Side

Cherish - That what you have felt is nothing but Pure Love reaching across the veil


May The Spirit of Christmas find you filled with the Spirit of Love 365 days of the year.


 

Meditation - The Key to Connection

This morning I had the pleasure in participating in a global movement called, "The Master Shift".  A Guided Meditation being hosted throughout the world at the same time for anyone to participate in.

www.themastershift.com

The guided meditation was beautiful and they will be doing another one later on today.  It is in honor of a date and occurrence that will never happen again in time.  The last consecutive date 12-12-12.  Numbers will never fall into alignment like this again.  It truly is a "moment" in time.

At the heart of the meditation was mankind's ability to bond together to create a better planet.  At a few points along the way, I actually found myself welling up with sheer gratitude at just how beautiful the meditation was.  The words of encouragement profound.  Let's just say I've bookmarked the meditation, and it is well worth visiting the site.

What struck me though, was the kindly reminder of just what meditation is.  A moment of inward reflection.  There are alot of beliefs held that meditation is about silencing the mind, but I say this.  It is about turning inward, honoring self, and connecting with the home we call Earth.

Meditation is used to ground, and is a truly vital part of the work I do.  If I do not ground, my abilities as a messenger are "scattered".  It is really easy for me to connect to the Other Side (Heaven, Home, There), I have done it all my life.  The challenge has been to plant my feet firmly on the ground and do the work, and I cannot be the best channel without grounding first.

Here's another kicker for someone like me.  I prefer to meditate alone and send out love and healing to this planet.  I always imagine myself connected to the Universal Energy, and send out my love to all. 

With today's meditation, there was a moment of opening up your palms to receive love, and honor for just how important each and every one of us is.  And, guess what happens when Donna opens up.  She opens up!  And, at a few points along the way, I saw and felt the connection of just how many were participating at the same time I was.  The love was Divine, and I truly did feel a shift.  A shift within.  To a spot where we have all taken a moment to honor that we live in one world.  Together.  And that we truly can change the place we call Home.

My Christmas Wish for this planet is that each and every one of you realize how truly unique, and amazing you are.  We all have the ability to dig deep and truly start reorganizing this planet.  It starts with honoring who we are and what we have the courage to embrace as our role on the planet.

I say it's already started, and it will not end until the true Shift has occurred.  A re-writing of mankind's ways to a helpful and loving environment for everyone to enjoy. 

How?  By taking time each day to connect.  To You.  For in connecting with you, you connect with the ALL.  And when you connect with the All, the magic of your life truly begins.

The Spirit that moves people at this time of year is a Spirit I embrace each and every day of my God-given existence.  Shouldn't we all?

Much love to all.  And a HUGE shoutout to the amazing beings who organized "THE MASTER SHIFT".  Thank you!!

My Career as a Medium

While I have been inherently doing things all my life with respect to my spidey-senses, it has truly been in the past two years that I have wholeheartedly accepted who, and what, I am.

I have relayed in previous blogs some of my early connections with Spirit and connections through until this moment in time.  Now, I have embraced it as my role on this planet, and have been living this life in a very open manner.  I feel the desire to have this type of conversation "normalized".  And I am not afraid to be part of the process.

I know the time will come when Canada will be represented in the world of Mediums.  It has already arrived.  I am starting to read across the globe now, and in increasing fashion.  It is the beautiful thing of this day and age.  The Internet and Social Media have created an easier world to reach out to and be reached back to.  It is amazing!

Anyways, by now I estimate that I have read over 1000 hours, and that is in gift alone.  I needed re-training time, and it has occurred.  I have now firmly re-connected with ALL that I am able to do.  I am ready to serve, never like before.

I say what I have is an ability, and what I hope to leave others with is the gift.  The gift of knowing that life truly does exist after Here, and that those that return There are around us all the time.  It is the biggest peace of mind I could ever offer to someone, should they wish to partake.

I have begun to realize just how I work as a Medium.  I have heard it time and again, and another "aha" has taken place (may I always have something more to learn about this role).  Remember the movie "Ghost"?  Whoopi Goldberg was "taken over" by loved ones crossed over.  While it might not be quite like that, my ability lies in bringing the Spirit "back to life".  I get their personalities!  What it was like to be in a room with them.  What they were like when they were in physical form.  And things they have discovered about themselves once in Spirit.

One of my favorites is when "people" discover that Hell doesn't exist.  There is only the Other Side, Heaven, Home. There.  It surprised the heck out of so many who crossed over.  I have heard it time and again from those There.

Yes, I get shown hard stuff.  The passings, the sorrows of loved ones left behind, remorse.  But these are all to do with the Human they were.  Like I said, it's like sitting down with the person.  I never know what I am going to get shown.

Sometimes I am shown things that "don't make sense" to someone.  I always say, "well, it's come up, but let's let it go, it will make itself known later".  Always has.  Even if it's an e-mail dropped in my box a few days later with an "I know what it means".

For instance, I was sitting with someone and one of the first things that came up was I had drawn the number 3.  I knew it had significance.  Whether it meant March, 3 years since passing, etc.  It was the number 3 and it meant something.  The person could not relate.  We let it go.

Later in the session, the person asked, if seeing "333" meant anything.  To which I referred back to the "3" at the beginning.   It was confirmation from Spirit.  I  had a loved one with me.  Beyond a shadow of a doubt.

I have also discovered that sometimes Spirit needs "coaxing" because the human they were was a "non-talker" or didn't believe in someone like me or the human they were finds it unbelievable that communication like this can actually happen. It is my job to "find"those ones. It is a really neat process. Sometimes all it takes is a name. Sometimes I get those, and sometimes I don't. I am just to relay what is shown.

Like I say, this job never ceases to amaze me.  Love knows absolutely no boundaries.  Spirit is living proof of that love.

Welcome to my world.  May it open the door to yours.  The one of infinite possibilities.  Where dreams do come true, we get to live a life we absolutely love, and we all have the opportunity to "see" our loved ones.

It doesn't take a Medium to have that happen.  Just read the blogs.  Connect.  Say, "Hi". 

Ask for a sign...........and wait.  You'll "see".

Religion and the Medium

Otherwise known as Beauty and the Beast, part of my existence has clearly been written in order to shift the way people view people like "me".  Not that I have anything to prove, I just have to fulfill my mission - which I am.

I am all for belief systems, for at the heart lies one true thing that binds them commonly.  A belief in a Higher Power.  But, I cannot count how many times I have been met with looks of abject horror from "those of faith".  And, believe me, it isn't just about people like me, it's about piety, and nobody is immune to it's wrath.

It is the reason why I have never been able to conform to any form of what I would call religion.  Some of the mainstays being  Catholicism, Baptist, United, I think you get the idea.  I have always held faith that there had to be something/one larger than me responsible for all of this.

Always felt that.

Today, I find myself in a position to say I consider myself a person of IMMENSE faith.  For a multitude of reasons.  Primary being that I truly connect with Spirit.  How could I not have faith with a job like mine?  Really?! 

Religion has persecuted Mediums and Psychics, and followers have come to see people like me as "spawn" or "evil".   I say this.  Why was I created this way then?  If the Almighty is responsible for life, then why are there people like me and so many more arriving on this planet stronger and stronger?

It is because we are here to shift the way all mankind thinks.  To bring them to a great healing so that we may enjoy peace on Earth like we never had before.  By understanding and witnessing that the Afterlife truly does exist, and that it exists in nothing but Pure Love, a mind is eased, a heart healed, suffering ended.  I have witnessed it time and time again from my sessions and by watching those in the public eye. (You will see me there soon too!).

Myself and others like me are Gamechangers, Angels of Mercy, Bringers of Light.  We ease people because of what we are able to do, and there is not another job in the world like it.  Yes, there are charlatans out there that give the rest of us out there a bad name, but they will soon fall away too.  We are ALL taken care of.  And, those with the purest of intentions prevail.  They always have, and that's why I will.  I was born to do this and I do it with all the love in my heart.

Every day I am grateful for being blessed with this ability.  It NEVER ceases to amaze me.  I am blessed to be able to reach so many, and be of service to this planet.

The Medium and the Message

So, for some time now, I have truly allowed myself to be "the vessel" and be guided by Spirit at all times.  Yes, all times.  It does not mean I am "on" all the time.  I am allowed rest.  It just means that I stay in tune with my Spirit and what it requires.  And, once again, it's time for a share!

I am the Messenger, and strictly that.  But, in order to be of best service, I am forever clarifying and growing in the knowledge of working with, and for, the Other Side.  I always know when the process is being blocked (that's the Psychic or "Spidey Sense" part of me), what symbols for what situation/characteristic(s) mean what, and that I truly am just that.  The messenger.

For the past little while during readings, I have had a repetitive symbol show up.  A bear.  I had a reading where a bear was shown as a way of acknowledging that a stuffed bear was laid to rest with a Loved One.  I had a reading where I was shown a grizzly and the person I was reading was actually thinking about getting a bear tattoo in honor of someone.

Recently, I was led to draw a stuffed bear after someone I was reading asked if I could get a special nickname shared.  I asked about the bear.  To which came, "that doesn't make sense"and I left it as I quickly do in readings. But, of note, these things usually tend to make sense later on down the road of the reading or sometimes after the reading.

Anyways, we let the bear go and I told the sitter that I got a brick wall.  Then I said something to this effect, "I feel like he's very protective of it, like that he wants to say, 'it's between you and him'.  Like it's none of my business".  And THAT was something the person sitting with me could relate to!

Today I found myself reflecting on the number of bears I have seen or been shown, and I went as far back as an ash ceremony for my dad.  That day, two bears ran across the road.  And then it occurred.  The "Aha!".

Bears are a sign of protection.  One of the ultimates.  Think a momma bear and her cubs.  PROTECTIVE! THAT'S what the loved one was trying to convey!  That nickname was sacred and wasn't about to be given over!  I think back to the bear tattoo and the loved one showing a sign of "protection" from the Other Side, that Loved One was ALWAYS going to watch over.

Sometimes it just takes a little perspective and taking a look at the bigger picture in order to come to a greater understanding..

Our loved ones send us symbols all the time.  It is just up to us to honor and recognize them.

Like I say, it doesn't take going to a Medium to experience your loved ones.  We all have the opportunity.  In our sleep too!  Don't dismiss the "dreams" that are actually visits.

Everyone has the ability to "connect".  Everyone!

What's In A Name - Besides Everything!

At all times I allow myself to be guided through life by Spirit. 

In my beginings, I referred to myself as Wisesagicap because that is what I was striving to become.  A Wise Sagittarius with a Capricorn Cusp.  I created the environment to learn and grow spiritually in that name.  It served me well.

After my Near Death Experience a couple of years ago, I came back knowing I was forever altered in that moment.  I stumbled across Ms. Doreen Virtue's book, "The Realms of the Earth Angels" and found myself staring right back at me.  An Incarnated Angel with the knowledge of the "wise ones".  I had a Mission over there and now I have come down with a Mission for here.

Thus Mystic Earth Angel was manifested and a life of new found love and laughter followed.  I was on the path of authenticity.  I was no longer in denial of who I am and what I am able to do.

Enter a move. An amazing beginning in a new chapter. A move to the mountains, and it could not be any more perfect. In so many ways.

I like to honor every new chapter because it truly marks another phase of life. And this chapter, under no exception, is the most remarkable chapter I have entered to date. For now, I have been "branded" and it feels sooooo exceptional.

Enter, The Mountain Medium.

I am, for the first time ever in my life, authentic.  I will hide no longer that I communicate with the "dead".  I prefer to say Spirit because death is of a physical vehicle.  So, again, I communicate with Spirit.  And I rely upon my care team to use me as the vessel to relay their information. 

It is what I was born to do. This reality is deepened even further by my birthdate. December 20, 1969. According to Dan Millman's "The Life You Were Born To Live" I am a "30/3".

                       The Driving Force - 3: Expression and Sensitivity  (story of my life, lol)
                           Reinforced with - 0: Inner Gifts (Extremely Intuitive)
                                      
                                  30:  Expression and Sensitivity with Inner Gifts

I call them abilities gift denotes gifted, and that I am not, lol.  I hope to leave others with the gift.  The gift of knowing their loved ones departed are with them in Spirit.)

So imagine, an EXTREMELY SENSITIVE SENSITIVE, ha ha ha ha ha ha.

I am an angel among you. And I have come to heal and nurse this planet. One person at a time.

Again, out of the ashes, I am reborn and ever changing.

Thank You Universe for inspiring THE brand of all brands. 

Me.  The Mountain Medium.

Namaste 

 

Spirit and the Automatic

As I have mentioned in previous blogs, my life is "controlled" by Spirit.  I believe everyone has help on the Other Side and they steer us onto our path as outlined by our Soul Chart/Contract.

I believe the only way people are going to understand what I am able to do is by sharing experiences.

Experiences along my path that have led me to the most fulfilling career I could ever have dreamed of!

I now find myself in a state of "understanding" regarding the fact that in all things, I truly am what I refer to as a vessel.  Spirit Representative, Donna Hartt.

The mantra I adopted was Mahatma Gandhi's "Be the Change".  "I am the Change I wish to see in the World".  And I am committed to it.  One person at a time.

I now find myself blessed with a city that allows people to work in their home.  They are required to get a Business License and display it.  So I have (Facebook Picture).

I would not be able to live with myself if I did not comply with some earthly guidelines.

I am blessed to have a Home-Based Business that I also travel out from.  It is my preference.

I love being in people's energy.  It is my favorite, but all that is required is a connection, and it does not matter how.  Skype, Phone, E-mail, Facebook.  I always ask for whatever is best.  And I let Spirit lead me.  I truly get pulls and have come to understand some symbols taking place in my life.

Let's take 9-1-1.  I have finally come to realize when I see this number that I am about to be led to a situation.  I now just come to honor it as "next mission".  I am always in a "How shall I serve?" state.

I have my moments of privacy, and I take care of myself, but I love living such a Spirited Life.

So in the realm of the 'Automatic' I carry what I call a gratitude journal in the form of my sessions with clients.  First name, date.  That is all.  Then I let Spirit be at the helm for the start of the session.  I will get numbers, names, objects, I never know until my hand goes to work.  I am a very tactile learned and must "do" as part of my work.  When I use a pen the symbols flash in my head, I physically hear things, I see loved ones as energy and I can always tell when they have completely connected with me.  My hair stands straight up on end the more important or firmer a directive.

For instance, a couple of weeks back, at home by myself,  I heard the phone ring, but it did not sound like our landline.  I went looking for a cel phone.  Nothing.  Ten minutes later a friend called me from her cell phone.  Yeah.............stuff like that happens all the time for me.

Another for instance while in Kamloops.  I was at someone's house and came through the door and I heard "Hellloooo" in a very familiar person so I went looking for her.  Not home!  What?!

I had the pleasure of an experience where the Other Side representative (there's always one who will step forward) was raising her hand in a "pick me, pick me, I'll talk!".  I scribbled 67 and that would have been the age of the departed loved one this year.  Yes, 2012.  I started describing and writing things that a complete stranger could not know unless one thing was happening. 

I had their Loved One at my side and was completely connected.  There is no other way this can happen.  I'm a "stranger" who only asks for first name and the date of the appt.  Nuf Said.

A Spirit Life Indeed!

May angels guide you ever and always!

The Ettiquette of Readings:

Consider this information lovingly provided.  Please honor that every Medium has their own guidelines, but I firmly believe we have a lot of them in common:

I am going to use two examples of readings I have had in the past.  They will be vague so that the people involved can be honored.  It is that person's story to tell.  Not mine.  Confidentiality is EVERYTHING to this Medium. 

1) Expect the Unexpected

This means several things.  I am the vessel.  That's it.  Period.  I am only used to convey messages from the Other Side.  Think of me like a table.  You are on one side, I am the table in the middle, and Spirit sits across from you and speaks via me.  The Table is the facilitator.  Me.  THAT IS IT!

When I say, "Expect the Unexptected".  I mean it.  For instance,  I had the pleasure of reading a family.  By what most would call pure fluke.  Fluke does not exist in my vocabulary save this blog. 

I never know how I am going to be used, it is the Mission on my Soul Chart (Contract).  It is once again, "I'm the vessel".  And this family was very remarkable.  My last count was approximately six people came through related, unrelated, friends, neighbors, males, females.  You name it I had them.  Let's just say I made mom uneasy because how could a complete stranger know this stuff.  It's because I have the "non-form"/Spirit/Soul....pick a word with me using me as the means of communication.  Period.

If, however, we are very lost in the grief of it, whether it's 10 years or 10 days, we get our expectations up and that can be the ONLY person they want to talk to.  Guess what, the person trying to get the reading is blocking the process.    And, no matter how many people I present that they could say yes to, didn't matter.  Yeah, didn't go so well. 

I am a Medium.  I do my job.  My job is to let them use me to communicate.  I NEVER stand in the road.  The grieving person can.  Period.  And, I will know when I am no longer of service.  I back off and try to offer some level of comfort.  It is all I can do.

2) This is often just as astounding for me as it is for you.

I have just allowed myself to be the vessel.  It is true.  I met an amazing family and their loved ones, friends, family, neighbors.  It ROCKED!

I never know what I am going to be shown.  But there is always something.  It is part of my role to validate your loved one truly there. 

I have had readings where I have led them to three or four things and they still want more proof!  That's when I have this to say.  It does not take me to see your loved ones.  However, part of my role is to validate experiences that you may be encountering.  Without you saying a word.

Some of the things I've seen and/or are shown and draw or speak to are simply astounding.  Ages, Birthday, how they passed, maybe that they weren't always the best communicater.  I have even gone so far as to draw a spiral one time that later jarred a memory of a deceased relative's jewellery and all they wanted was a spiral ring.

Again...........SEE 1)  Expect the Unexpected.


What I Would Have You Know as the Veil is thinnest between Here and There. 
That's Right, right this minute and through All Saints Day.  Oct. 30 - Nov 1. 2012.

Pull out your loved ones belongings if you have any, bake their favorite meal, sing their favorite song.  WHAT EVER IT IS that you are driven, or led, to.  It will draw them near.  And, be prepared for pennies in your path, a feather floating down, someone out the corner of your eye.  And one of my all time favorites..............flickering lights.  Also, ORBS.  What would appear to be "dust on your camera" isn't always.  It is our loved ones.  (See the pic I just changed to in order to see above my head - my dad - and friends' heads too..........unbelievable).

Oh and watch for numbers in series you see often.  It is your care team saying hi!  See the lovely Doreen Virtue's Angel Therapy Handbook or Google her Angel Numbers Meanings. 

She is to be truly honored for her amazing contributions to this planet.

I know today's winner of my Free Reading has a doozy of a story.  But I will see if I can get her to share her experience when done, and I will share mine.

WHAT FUN!!!!  I have all sorts of reminders of all those past, all those who have come back to me, and all those that are HERE right now.....................and THERE!!!!!!!!! 

Happy Honouring!!!!!!!!!!!
 

CREATING 'SPACE' IN TIME

I have been the Queen of Worry for 42 years. 

I have had to learn, and still am learning to, express myself in a loving way.

So, with that in mind, I have been practicising with my words and have come up with a time management "tool".  I leave it here so that maybe you will be inspired, should you come recognize, that you may be having this challenge also. 

It truly has lifted the "worries" away.

Again, using the Law of 3.  Create a TODAY list.

At the beginning of each week I write on a piece of paper for each day.

Using the most imminent (scale of 1 - 10 least to  most important), I create time and "space" for each day.  I work it using the law of three.  But I address myself first.  Knowing that in caring for "self" we care for others.

For example:

Monday

P(hysical)

What do I require on a physical level.  i.e. eat 3 meals and 3 snacks

E(motional)

What do I require on an emotional level. i.e. something is bothering me and I need to express a "need" (which I now call requirement because needs create neediness).  Practise Expressing a need to a "safe" person, and soon you will be expressing yourself in a healthy way ALL THE TIME.

S(piritual)

What does my own Spirit require?  i.e a good laugh, a snuggly blanket.

Then, at the bottom, I leave room for the most important errands or tasks that day or the next.  i.e. if I have dishes falling behind, I will take 15 minutes (the law of 3 - Three 5's) and dedicate to such things as chores. 

And I add things according to importance i.e. what can wait until tomorrow, and what can't.  i.e. an appointment happening on Thursday and at what time.

Write them down on those days.  This leaves you with the ability to "manage" mankind's creation of "time".  You have "time" for an appointment, you have "time" for yourself.

The most important part, leave space in time.  It creates the ability to create a space of self care (nurturing spirit), it creates arriving on time, etc.

I think you get the drift.

I am going to go now, and enjoy my "space" in time.

DREAMS REALLY DO COME TRUE!

Today I found myself looking to carry a pad of paper with me at all times, for I never know when Spirit will find me and join me at any encounter.

And, today, I stumbled across something.  And I know it is not by accident.

In Fall 2004, I wrote the following.  I also read it out loud:

My Biggest Prayer;

Universal Powers That be, here is my prayer and hope.  I wish to be free of the "what ifs" and the "maybes".  I would like to just BE and exist in Light.  I have a fear of vulnerability and loss that I have trouble tackling.  I would like to experience what I experience, and not be attached to any outcomes.  Help me to walk in the Light. 

You know that one of my wishes is a lasting partnershipship, one that encompasses Spirit, support, and undertanding, and most importantly, love.

Is it that I need to understand that if I encompass my spirit, support and understand myself, and most importantly love myself, is that when it comes together? 

It's time for my Spiritual partner.  I know that I'm not alone, but I am lonely for partnership.  I don't fear that it's never going to happen, I am just lonely for my partner.  I do feel him getting closer and closer, and I try to affirm with myself that everything happens at it's appointed place and time. 

I thank you for my Soul journey and I want you to know that I do feel truly blessed.  Everything that is occurring in my life is an absolutely amazing event that makes me realize more and more, how much closer to Light I am walking.

Thank you!

Thank you for the wonderful encounters and people that I have crossed paths with.  It's been a hard road to forgiveness for some of them, but as each day passes, I come more to see all the lessons I have learned from each situation I've been in.

I am feeling more and more whole each day.

Thank you for my Shaman, thank you for my gifts and abilities and thankyou for life.


And, as of Occtober 19, 2012.  I have had My Biggest Prayer answered.

You see, dreams really do come true!  I have never understood myself better than at this moment.  I have been healed and am the Light!

Blessings and big dreams to you all!

WORKING WITH THE "LAW" OF 3 - THE MOST MAGICAL NUMBER OF ALL

Most of us have said this before.  "Things happen in threes".  And it so the truth as I have come to see it.

The program I took, "Changeways", is a cognitive behavior approach and also uses a triangle.

The Triangle of Actions, Thoughts, and Feelings.

The Boundary I set involved Physical, Emotional, and Spiritual

And, if you have ever noticed, when one famous person passes, two more quickly follow (quickly being max 1 -  3 weeks

The Divine - Masculine, Feminine, God (Source, Creator, etc.)

Well, today I received a BUNDLE of THREEs!  I absolutely know that these are "signs" of the Divine, for us!

Let's start with this morning:

I went to 3 Schools with 3 Packages.  The package involved a Cover Letter, My Mission Statement, and "The School of Hard Knocks or The School of Life Rocks!". 3 pieces of information.

I had 3 errands to run.  My "final" appointment with Mental Health, approach schools (turns out to be 3), and I had a book to drop off.                 

A book by Cassandra Clare............................................The Clockwork Angel!

Okay, I've got it. 3 truly is the magic number!

And, on the ride home came 3 amazing songs.  Give a VERY close listen the next time you hear:

Numb by Usher  (it is about becoming 'numb' to tough experience by walking through it and not worrying that it is occurring - everything will be fine if you are strong!)

Oath by Cher Lloyd - The title says it all

Good Life by One Republic

That is all I am going to say!

Many Hands Create a Balanced Life

This is an experience of setting my "Personal" Boundaries.

How will I show others and Others to "treat" me in a balanced way? 

I AM MAKING POSITIVE CHOICES AND CHANGES IN MY LIVING EXPERIENCE.

Here it is!

I CHOOSE a Balanced Lifestyle

For "me" this creates, and is creating, a "well balanced" Physical, Emotional, and Spiritual experience in living Here.  This requires releasing "negativity" in all categories.  I choose a Positive World.

My Physical World - (Actions - Speaking, Walking, Talking, the verbs in living).

1) I choose foods that resonate with me. 

I actually ask my Care Team to "show me" what it is that my body requires in order to "run" well.  And, I understand, that I am allowed to enjoy food.  So, if I choose to go out, I will.  However, too many processed foods in my diet create "illness".  So, in order to stand in my choice of wellness, I choose nutritious food over processed food 90% of "the time".  Foods really heal and I have put that action into motion and I have actually removed a pain medication in my existence.

Mantra - I choose foods that allow me to be a great vibration.  For in choosing those foods, I create wellness in my body.


2) I choose to speak with words that support a balanced way of living so that when I talk I build up.  I choose words that will allow me to motivate myself and others and I will never swear again!

These are kinder, gentler, more loving words.  I had a truly amazing weekend because I chose to use words that heal.  I also made a choice to stop watching a movie loaded with swears.  I understand that swear words are a lower vibration in life.  I understand that sometimes I might find them funny, but I choose words that heal. 

In speaking, I also am engaging in conversation.  Creating a space to be heard and to listen.  Balancing conversation is a great experience.

Justin Bieber (relatable to anyone) has an album out titled "Believe" and has a song that is "Never Say Never". That is a noble phrase.  And I will NEVER say "Never" again.  Point?

"I will NEVER be popular" to "I choose friends that lift and upbuild".  I have walked into an experience and am "meeting" amazing people.  I have to book time for everyone now back in Kamloops in order to accomodate.  I have alot of amazing friends.

Mantra - I will NEVER say "never again".  Through any experience I find myself encountering I will create a world of possibilities.


3)  I choose to move forward in a balanced way.  This allows a space of presence that allows my experience to enhance my world. 

Feeling the warmth of the blow dryer on my head soothes muscles, creates circulation so my hair grows, and allows me to be prsent. 

I will choose one house chore a day and ask for assistance when require.  I enjoy a clean home.  And I understand that too many chores are just that. I will enjoy a clean home by making "my load" lighter. 

As well, my family and I have reached a balanced way of sharing that responsibility.

My dad returned Home.  I understood that it was his time.  I cried.  That's okay.  We are experiencing  the loss of a loved one.  And, in order to move forward (which he would have wanted).  I took time to experience the loss and I understand I will see him again.  This part can create "suffering" for some.  However, I am teaching others that it is truly a part of life. 

If I choose to cry when someone leaves, it is because I understand that they are no longer Here.  I also understand that they are over There now, and I will be okay.

If I choose anger when someone leaves that is okay.  Anger is an expression of words.  I understand that I will be angry until I choose to release that "feeling". 

I choose thoughts and feelings that allow me to love through an experience.

I understand Soul Contracts.  We are Here for a time and then return There.

If number 3 seems a "chore" remember that in all things, baby steps, are a step forward until you are able to run.

Mantra - I move forward in a balanced way.   I will move "through" an experience in a loving way. 


My Emotional World - Thoughts and Feelings

I have saved the most important piece until Here because we are our thoughts and feelings.

Mantra - I choose to live a balanced lifestyle by expressing what it is that I may require in any given moment.  I will do so in a way that heals.  By expressing myself in a loving way, I create a space that allows myself and others to receive what  is required "in the moment".


I am creating a world that supports my Physical, Emotional, and Spiritual Well Being. 

THE BIGGEST MIRACLE OF MY ENTIRE LIFE

Hello, my name is Donna Hartt, and I want to share an amazing story.  If you choose to read it the whole way through, thank you.  If you have chosen to "not" read this.  That is okay, I truly understand.  Because.............

Those that require me will find me, and that is the true purpose of my soul.  I am going to use some situations from the Bible, and hope that you would understand that to reach "all", I must step into my pretty big shoes.

Remember my saying.  "Take only that which resonates (touches your soul and brings you joy)".  If something does not resonate leave it behind.  It serves YOU k(no)w purpose. 

This will be a fairly lengthy blog for I must start at my beginning for everyone to completely understand the message relayed for within lies the true miracle.

Resonate - to relate harmoniously : strike a chord

The Bible - a book inspired by man, twisted by man in a means to control (ego - unhappy, uneasy, worry, mega tears - the extremes of high and low)

Jesus drew a crowd of those who sought him out. I firmly believe he walked on this earth. 

The Bible talks of his ability to "heal" and perform "miracles".  Through Jesus, people were healed on a Physical, Emotional, and Spiritual level.  His words struck chords (resonated) within humans, creating a change.

There are people who have walked on this planet, and are walking on this planet, that have the ability to find Peace.

Peace of Mind
Peace of Heart
Peace of Soul (or Spirit)

I use Spirit to describe not only our Angels in the Outfield, but our Spirit or Will.  That which keeps us going.  Our gut.  Our fight or flight mode.  Determination.  I was, and am an EXTREMELY STRONG WILLED being.  It is the stuff dreams are made of. (Think Bill Gates, Justin Bieber, Will Smith, Mother Teresa, Jesus, I think you get the idea)

I have had many brushes with death in my lifetime, and have some pretty unique genetic modifications.  I was born with one full kidney only.  Yep.  One left kidney.  And I have oh so unique feet that started at 13 too.  My family was told Primary Lymphedema.  At 13 it was in my right foot.  By High School (15/16) both.  If you Google Lymphedema you will see pics that may cause an "ucky" reaction.  Mine is an EXTREMELY MILD form.  Think of women who retain water when they are pregnant and about to give birth.  More like "swollen".

Doctors discovered that when I was around 13 (one week in Children's hospital).  It was said that the other one withered away around 5.  An experience my mom had with me and an extremely high ever and unknown pain.  Broke out in fever blisters on my wrist and still bear the scar.  There are many more that will find their way into my/story = think history, think the greater myster of life itself.

I posted a quote from John Lennon and it so bears the truth.  He stated, "When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I gro up.  I said, 'Happy'.  They told me I didn't understand the assignment, and I told them they didn't understand life."

Profound, isn't it?  For in there lies the TRUTH of the secret to living life instead of "dying" life.

All of my life I have suffered.  And, as I have quoted before, "Pain happens in the brain, suffering happens in the mind".  Think of how many times in a day one could worry to death of they choose.

WORRY to DEATH.

My entire life until this moment I learned to worry well.  I learned it from my dad.  His way of showing love was to what my brother lovingly referred to as "spaz out".  Boy that so has been my "truth" exposed as a "lie".

I learned stubbornness from my mother (and my birth sign the the cusp kid Wisesagicap - Sagittarius (archer/fire sign) on the Cusp of Capricorn (the goat).  My mother survived some "horrific" experiences herself and I watched her go "through" it.  Heck, two weeks before she was creamed by another car I had dream the Blue Datsun was smashed by a brown log.  She was hit on the passenegers side and IF she had not have been wearing her seatbelt.  It was explained that she may have been in a coma (what they called a vegetable at the time) or may have even died.  WOW!

So, from my parents I learned some EXTREMELY valuable lessons.  How to "spaz out" and how to really be headstrong.  Combine that with teenager and watch out!  I was an extremely willful, and wild child up until a number of years ago.  It has all been change through the course of attending a course.  Change-Ways.

Health is a three fold cord - Physical, Emotional, Spiritual

I was missing the Emotional part.  My mind, for the last 42 years has suffered but it is all okay.

Why?  Because it turned my "why's" into "what's".  This past week.

Jesus offered something beyond the Physical healing.  He offered those that sought him out PEACE OF MIND.

When we are able, or are given the tools, one can share or be given the tools to handle any experience given to you on this planet.

We are attending the SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCKS or THE SCHOOL OF LIFE ROCKS!

I have always been a show me, teach me girl, and it has become evident how critical that key is to being the best Psychic and Medium I will ever be!

I said it in a previous blog. And I am going to share, not to glamourize, but help you understand and truly KNOW it is okay to share any experience and to have it be shared without shame.  So, I have done some really stupid things, but they have all served a purpose.

Understand that is okay to share an experience because others have been there too.  Consider this, "my book".

I have delibrately hurt people and been hurt back (deserved it). 

I was bullied in elementary school for sharing something and having that trust betrayed.  I revealed a dream about someone in my class to "a friend" and next thing I heard was, "Donna likes" can't even remember who.  Over and over again.  I was teased mercilessly.

Imagine being in Mid and High School with a fat foot.  Oh man, I had artwork ripped in Senior High.  Nobody stepped forward.  I remember my shoe being held out the school bus window and being threatened I was going to lose it.  I survived that one, and it's funny to say how.  I used my feet.

I said, "Hey.  You know the funny looking feet (by now) I have.  If I prick my foot and get some of that fluid (harmless lymph) and touch your face with it, your face will swell like my feet". 

I was assertive in a moment.  Have a good laugh cuz it wasn't the truth.  But it worked.  Sometimes we have to fake it until we make it.  I had survived all my years of school.  Despite bullying.

I understand what it means to be bullied.  So, I consider myself an "expert" in the field.

At 22, I saw someone not suitable enter my life.  Got pregnant.  Got married.  Miscarried.  Twice.  In the space of one year.  The loss of life inside me created a space of seeing me on "anti-depressants" for the "fix".  To never know the experience of EVER bringing a child into my life through my own birth was devastating.  It was all I ever wanted.  Truth is that part of me was also broken from birth.  Something called Adenomyosis.  My uterine wall was never going to support life because a disease was housed in the muscle itself.

It turned out to be a good thing anyways.  I learned to accept other people's children in my life "as my own".  I, once again, had children.  It does NOT take blood.

I understand what it means to lose a child.  I suffered in my mind at such a great loss and turned it around. 

However, and this is a real valid one in this moment (think Amanda Todd).  I attempted suicide and survived because I reached out before it was too late.

I had met someone at around 21.  I "loved" him and after four months we were going to get married.

He broke it off.  I attempted suicide.  I downed a whole bottle of Aspirin.  And I paid the price.  My "will" drove me back down the hill I had gone up because I took the bottle and wanted to die.

Something deep inside reached through.  And, as I was curled up on a hill, freezing, I went "no!".

Realizing I could die, I raced down the hill and told my mother what I had done.  Again, I paid the price.  My father was "spazzing" the only way he had been shown to love thanks to having to strike out on his own at sixteen because of a father who came home from the war and arrived a full-blown alcoholic.  Thank you dad for leaving alcoholism out of my brother and I's experience.

My mother turned into "flight" mode and I was rushed to the hospital.  I had a tube stuck down my throat, charcoal down to my stomach, and I started to puke it ALL up.  None of the experience was any shape of fun.  Nasty, nasty business.  However, I AM STILL HERE!

As far as I am concerned, I have become an expert in the field.  I understand the feelings surrounding suicide and am not ashamed to share what I have learned.  Suicide hurts.  Everyone.

Enter many years ago.  The last bad relationship I ever, EVER had.  I allowed myself to become verbally abused.  One last time.  I had experienced it in my first marriage and finally got stubborn enough to leave (the marriage).  However, I needed one final lesson to change me.  This one was really bad.  Really, REALLY bad, and this is the first time I share, out loud, some of that experience.

I became addicted to a really fast life in a way too fast lane.  I tried cocaine.  I became addicted to it.  For approximately one year I shoved anywhere from one to three grams up my nose.  Probably at least every 3 days.  WHAT????!!!!!  Anyone who has tried cocaine understands that is ALOT!

I got kicked to the curb.  And, in that moment, I was saved.  I survived the experience (some people try a drug once and die from it).  AND I was never going to allow my choices to let an unsuitable man into my life.

Enter Counselling.  I was to be the cake.  Find my recipe (what I am made of, like, enjoy).  Learn to love myself first, trust my gut around men.  I say to you, it will fire a yucky feeling right in the pit of your stomach. 

My advice"run" in the opposite direction.  As fast as you can.  Do not pass go, do not collect $200.  JUST RUN!  For the cautionary tale is if you choose to walk right through you WILL pay a very dear price and might not come out of it alive.  Once again, the School of Hard Knocks.

I was fortuate.  I always new, despite the age, I could return home. 

Thank you mom and dad.  Once again, you saved my life.  And I was provided a valuable lesson.

I know how it feels to be addicted to something.  Getting clean took many months of love.  Love of self, love from family (I skipped the cocaine part at that time to spare being chastised, but deep down, my mother KNEW something was not quite "right), love of friends. 

Again, this is my first time of truly sharing out loud.  I hold no shame.  The experience has made me a better person.  Again, the School of Hard Knocks.

However, because of that awful experience I was gifted something where my dreams lay.  I had taken the steps to insure that the next man I met was going to be the suitable one for me.

Husband, you survived the firing squad (due to my history of unsuitable choices).  For that Angels, Family, Friends the "like".  Thank  you for helping me find such an amazing human to call my husband.

So, yeah, yeah, you're saying, get to the point.

Well, enter the worst pain experience.  Physical pain.  Ouch!

The tale unfolds in the starting of my blogs.  Read it there.  Because here comes the crux of my story.

Pain happens in the brain.  Suffering happens in the mind.

I have never EVER dealt with pain in a harmless way.  Every time I "hurt" I was a kicking and screaming wild child.

Enter Change-Ways from Mental Health.

Would you like to know the biggest part of our journey?  It is to come to Peace of Mind.  For there ends any "suffering".

I  have been shown the way to love myself through an EXTREMELY uncomfortable situation.

See the Breakdown Blog if you wish.

I walked THROUGH the door of pain.  Instead of screaming it away (or avoiding).

I truly know what it means to "suffer" on a Physical, Emotional, and Spiritual level.

I have come out the other side.  Retraining my brain so that I BREATHE through instead of scream around and avoid worry (about dying - the Physical), worry about everything "wrong" the "why me's" (Emotional stress - not healthy believe me), and come out the Other Side because I chose Spiritual.  My faith.  My prayers out loud about the "WHAT".

What have I learned?

I have survived through something, found peace and calm through the experience (PEACE OF MIND).  And have truly begun to live.

I have experience on all fronts.  Survived it and am now moving forward because I moved through with grace, and dignity (except the last breakdown but MEGA breakthrough), and............

I AM STILL ALIVE.  Better than ever.  Because I chose to love me first.  And guess what that means?

What happens to one happens to all.  I am being the change I wish to see in the world.

I had a dream after going back to sleep.   And an extremely monumental gift was received.  TRUE PEACE.

In the dream  MY HOUSE WAS FULL.  I had learned to love myself (my own house) through so many scary things.

I have faith and determination and WILL.  Once again I am saved.

In the dream?

David Hasselhoff (think Hop if you haven't seen the movie) - The Hoff was literally in my house in my dream.

Why?  Because he had heard about what I was able to do.  And in that dream.  He came to know a new truth.  People can really communicate with Spirit.

I was juggling a full house of people who had heard about me.  All those in need of being afforded some peace.  PEACE OF MIND.  Knowing his loved ones truly were around.  I told him things I could NOT have known.  He was with his own family (about 4 people) and they were blown away too.

And............

I juggled and conversed with people waiting to see me saying, "Yes.  I am a bit behind.  But don't worry, you will get your turn if I have run behind.  Please find something to entertain for the next half hour or so.  I will be done."

Bible "Thy Will be Done". 

Every one had their worries allayed (set to rest, Peace of Mind) and they occupied themselves until I called on them.

I have found true Peace. I am Home.

Watch out world, I am now unstoppable.

I now understand the piece of the puzzle before I could truly begin my work.

Jesus had it right.

Do Unto Other as You Would Have Done Unto You.

Be the change you wish to see in the world. (What happens to one happens to all).

I am my word.

"And the Word was with God".            UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

I am HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Every time I have physically hurt I have screamed and yelled, and fussed and kicked.  My mom, cool as a cucumber (and I know she went into "fight" mode), saved my life.

Thank you mom!  Thank you Universe!  Thank you EVERYONE who has ever touched my life to help me "dance" again.

MOVEMENT DRIVES IMPROVEMENT

In a quest to be healthy again, I have learned some extremely valuable lessons.  And, thanks once again to some tools from the Change-Ways program some really important pieces of my puzzle have come to "light" (worker).  ha ha get it?

We are called Lightworkers because we have been given the mission of shedding light on a whole new concept and way of "being".  And within the realm of the Lightworkers we all were given certain "talents" or "gifts" from Creator.

I am a Psychic.  Psyche has many meanings one of which is regarding the state of consciousness, and "ic" means pertaining to.  And, for me, that means that I am able to read people's energy which allows me to guide anyone who wishes to see me through an experience that will shed light on a solution.  I feel it is part of my responsibility to not "solve it" but guide someone to the knowledge and, at times, share a piece of my experience that may relate to it.

In the realm of a Psychic I have also been gift foresight and within that lays Earthquake predictions.  My Great Grandmother on my dad's side did it, and these may be handed down whether it skips a generation or two or not.  I have posted 10 earthquakes before they have happened, and have been really close to the accuracy within the richter scale and location.  And yes, Japan is up for one more very shortly here because they still aren't "listening".

As a Psychic I have also learned through experience how to see things from a Higher Perspective.

It does not take me to tell you what you require.  We all have the ability to tend to our needs.  And, when we tend to our own needs through Self Awareness and ASKING OUT LOUD, a very strong and healthy vibration of energy is created.  And this, in turn, allows soooo many amazing things to occur.  We have, as a dear friend has shared, become our word through thoughts, actions, and feelings. We begin and continue, to trust our own inner guidance system which is our connection to Spirit in all of it's forms.  The Other Side and our Spirit/Will (power)/Being.

I am also a Medium.  This means that I am a vessel through which Spirit is able to communicate.  I receive messages from loved ones on the Other Side and convey them to loved ones here.  I do not do this work alone because it really is through me that Spirit is able to communicate.  This part of my job is "new" as I only wholeheartedly embraced after nearly choking to death and realizing if I don't do "my work" I will never truly find joy.

So, even through the pain lesson, and sleepless night lesson,  I have created a pace of work that keeps me Spiritually satisfied.  My Spirit/Will/Being requires it to experience true joy within.

And here's where I come in on a global scale.  If what happens to "one" truly happens to "all" then I share my experiences in order to give freely of some of the knowledge I have required surrounding this job that I do.

In the world of being a Medium I am still working out some lessons, and am continually working with my Care Team to do my work to the best of my ability and wholeheartedly.  And I am.

Each Medium (thinks of media - a mode in which information travels) goes about their own way along with their team.  And, in the world of Mediums, I believe we are born with the ability to be extremely connected Spirit/Self/Will.

Anyone can see the signs, that is what our true eyes are for.  There are no coincidences in life.  Things/Challenges/Joy are actually lessons from Spirit in order to help us "connect" better.

There IS a "life" after "death".  On a Physical, Emotional, and Spiritual level.

And, with that said, here is what one representation of what a "death" can look on the Physical Realm.  Enjoy the articles that this site so amazingly share.  It was shared with me and makes soooo much sense for ME.

Sweet Life Everyone!

http://transformationalarts.com/inspirational-articles/co-founder-vitality-articles/from-ego-driven-to-soul-guided

 

Some Interesting Questions

I am so glad that people are asking questions about life on the Other Side.

Today I have been posed two and I would like to answer based on my experiences.

1) What happens to someone that takes their own life?

Absolutely nothing other than returning Home.

We are to be reminded that in the world of Soul Contracts we have a beginning, our Entrance Point or human birth (consider the human form a leased vehicle and when it expires we have our birth into Spirit),  and a death, Final Exit Point, which is rebirth into Spirit.  We also may have a few close calls along the way.  I did, and I made the choice to live because the choice truly was mine.  I saved myself from choking on a Skittle (ha ha, didn't really want death by Skittle on my gravestone).

Mindful that Hell, as mankind has twisted it into, does not exist except for right here on Earth. (I am so glad that we are right in the middle of "out with the old and in with new").

We only have Spirit to return to.  The Other Side, Heaven, however one chooses to see it.

When someone commits suicide they do not have the tools to move through their current experience and take their own lives.  While it is not ours to take (life is a gift from God), it is something that happens and it should be seen for what it truly is.

Someone does not have the tools Here to cope and chooses to return home.  Again, not the way we wanna do it, but it is seen as an Exit Point written in their contract.  Remember, we can choose to live, or choose to leave.  It is preferred that we are asked to work through the experience, but isn't always able to happen.

Mankind has created a space of judgment.  When I hear of suicide I can't imagine the painful experience one has no ability to cope with.  I feel sad, but am okay because I realize that point.

Nobody has the right to Judge except God (Creator, Allah, Yaweh, etc).  And truly Source is Love.

When this happens, we are greeted by loved ones, and cocooned.  Think of a birth.  A baby is welcomed into the world with a Care Team (Doctor's, Nurses, etc.).  They are wrapped up and lovingly placed into the arms of their parent.

It works the other way too.  We are greeted by our Care Team (Guardian Angels in the form of loved ones, our Spirit Guides), swaddled up and then welcomed graciously into the arms of our parent(s) in Spirit.

It is at that point that we are given a Life Review and come to a better undestanding of our human experience.

At this point I would also like to state that each time we come back Here we are made to drink of the River of Forgetting.  It is a new experience with its own set of lessons and mission(s).  We do get snippets in the form of Deja-Vu, and it has been my experience that people that are attracted to a certain period of time have had an human experience.  For me, one of my times rests in Medieval times.  I have always loved that period.  One of my Guides presents herself that way to me and always has.

So, once again, suicides do not go to Hell.  It does not exist except for the minds of mankind who have twisted to FEAR others into good behaviors.  And we might describe an experience as Hell or what's going on on this planet Hell.    

They are welcomed Home by loving arms.

Side bar - But we can change that to create Heaven right Here on Earth and we are in this very moment in time.  We have to become extremely unhappy, for it triggers the need for a better way of handling things, in order to become the change we wish to see in the world. 

And it truly does start with the Self.


2)  If People don't get along during their human experience, do they become friends once in Spirit form?

Everything on the Other Side is in perfect order.  No physical ailments, no emotional strain, pure Spirit.

This means that if two people didn't get along Here they get along THERE.  Heck, it's even been shown to me that people who didn't get along Here had been waiting to greet the other back Home.

There truly is the Perfect State.

And, when the shift finally finishes Here it will come to a state like There.

See the Lions to Lambs.

Keep the questions coming!  I truly enjoy this part!